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2018 Year in Review Awake Storytelling

Chapter 1

Fighting Systems of Oppression

Black Lives Matter Sacramento

It is our duty to fight for our freedom. It is our duty to win. We must love and protect each other. We have nothing to lose but our chains.

-Tanya Faison, founder of Black Lives Matter Sacramento, quoting Assata Shakur

Black Lives Matter Sacramento at City Hall Meeting
We are here with other organizations and the community to continue to lift the names of Stephon Clark and Brandon Smith who were recently killed at the hands of the Sacramento Police Department.
We haven’t forgotten. They cannot forget. We don’t want our elected officials to sit back and just think that we’re going to forget, because we’re not.
This terror continues to become normalized in our communities and we want to say no more.

-Sonia Lewis, Chapter Leader, Black Lives Matter Sacramento

RALLY FOR GAZA

"Our struggle is inextricably linked. We believe that Palestinian liberation is incomplete without black liberation and liberation of all oppressed people.
I think its extremely important for all oppressed people and for those who stand against oppression- to unite, to work with each other, to support liberation movements and to organize for a better future."

-Nerdeen Kiswani, In Our Lifetime

Abolish ICE Rally

Children in cages.

I have not been able to sleep, I hear their cries. I wake up wet with tears.

Release the children!

It’s not only inhuman, immoral, insensitive, it’s wrong and if we don’t do something by putting our bodies on the line, we are part of the problem.

Free the children!

-Miguel Molina

People's Climate Movement

"If we don’t have clean air, clean water, we don’t have anything. We don’t have health.

Environmental justice is fighting to have clean air and clean water for everyone.

-Estela Escoto, Committee for a Better Arvin

Community activists in Arvin, CA fought oil companies and implemented a city-wide buffer zone, limiting how close oil rigs can be to homes.

Edited by Anna Clare Spelman

There's no such thing in California when it comes to regulating oil.
In Arvin, we were able to put in a 250 ft buffer zone, plus another 50 feet as an extra buffer zone. We were able to achieve 300 ft in Kern County, in the heart of the oil extraction of California.

That was a major victory.

The oil industry didn't even know how it happened. I'm pretty sure they're still back in their offices freaking out, not knowing what to do and probably thinking how to retaliate.

We're ready.

We're ready and awaiting how to keep defending ourselves.

-Juan Flores, Center on Race, Poverty and the Environment

INITIATE JUSTICE

Folks who are impacted by incarceration are seen as the problem but what we prove is that we are the solution.

-Taina Vargas-Edmond, co-founder of Initiate Justice

"We are the policy experts."

-Charles Barry, Director of Outside Organizing, Initiate Justice

Volunteers with Initiate Justice gathered signatures in an effort to get the Voting Rights and Democracy Act of 2018 on the ballot, which would have restored the right to vote for people who are incarcerated and on parole in California.

On July 16, 2018 Richard Edmond-Vargas was released from prison after seven years of incarceration.

There is so much potential and power behind these walls. I'm inspired by the idea of what it would look like if we tapped into that power.

-Richard Edmond-Vargas, co-founder Initiate Justice

Voting is so important and we are purposefully silenced. I think that my voice needed to be heard at a time when it wasn't, as well as many others.

You’re being silenced

and you’re being told that you don’t matter and your experience is nothing and that’s not true.

That’s a form of abuse.

-Jayda Raspberry, Dignity and Power Now

Initiate Justice meets with lawmakers in Sacramento to advocate for laws that abolish the prison industrial complex.

"What is the true solution? I want to vote for rehabilitation.

Imagine being able to be given a right that was once stripped of you, and then you know it and you’re going to use it for what it’s worth and that just creates something that’s beautiful.

That creates something that’s limitless."

-Hugo Gonzalez, Initiate Justice member

Chapter 2

Building Restorative Systems

NYC Department of Education

Mastery Collaborative is a community of schools dedicated to shifting the paradigm of grading and learning in NYC schools so that schools becoming places of empowerment and healing instead of instruments of oppressive systems.

RESTORE OAKLAND

"What does it mean to heal harm not just on an interpersonal level, but really on a structural level?

What are the levers that we need to pull at to actually advance truth and reconciliation, to advance real deep repair of injustice in the bay area and across the country?

-Zachary Norris

Restore Oakland is a community advocacy and training center that will empower Bay Area community members to transform our economic and justice systems and make a safe and secure future possible for themselves and for their families.

Restorative Economics

When I look at rising land prices here in the Bay Area and people getting exploited and pushed out of their homes from the subprime mortgage crisis, sometimes I think about,

what is our relationship to land?

What is our investment in the well-being of our neighbor when we see them pushed out of their house and now living in a tent under the freeway?

These inequalities are designed to continue, to perpetuate and exacerbate.

That's how capitalism is designed. It's designed to be more efficient so that you generate more profit even if it's at the expense of labor exploitation or ecological degradation.
Part of creating a more just sustainable and equitable economy is

reconciling with our past as a country

and restoring and reinvesting those communities that have been most economically depressed in making them whole so that we all get to move forward together.

For me the work of restorative economics is recognizing that we are at a fork in a road.

We have an opportunity to figure out: do we stay on that path that we're currently going down
or do we actually make some hard choices and wrestle with the challenges of what it takes to actually get off that path

and move towards one that lifts up collectivism, interdependence, ecological restoration, caring and investing in the well-being of our neighbors and friends.

Each individual should be able to live a life of dignity

and being able to reclaim space and reclaim processes and reclaim models that allow us to

engage in acts of love and relationship

and to reclaim dignity in spite of all the outside external pressures, that is really, really important to me and for the communities that I work with and the communities that I serve.
What would it take to actually take those specific models and take them from the fringes of our economy and actually bring them to the core of our local economy?
The work that I do is about really finding spaces and ways in which we are able to

come together to create community wealth and to create community governance

so that we can have sovereign spaces, self-determination and shared prosperity for all people.

-Nwamaka Agbo, creator of Restorative Economics

Ella Baker Center for Human Rights

"I want to hold people in power accountable."

I want my community to have the healthcare, jobs and education we need.
The Ella Baker Center organizes with black brown and low income folks to shift resources from prisons and jail towards opportunities that will make our communities safe, healthy and strong.
We’re in a time that feels scary and isolating and sometimes it's hard to know what to do about it. If you’re angry and you’re frustrated and you want to see change, direct all that energy by becoming a member.

"Your voice absolutely matters."

The focus is on supporting our communities so that we can be everything we’re capable of and taking money away from those who are trying to oppress us.

Define: Black

I always pose the question: What if you couldn’t go home anymore?

Chapter 3

EMBODIED LIBERATION

Intuitive Dance

Beginning to breathe and beginning to live on the inside of myself, as opposed to evaluating myself from the outside, was transformative.
It was such a deep breath of relief to notice that

when I lived on the inside of myself- in the slowness of my breath, my sensitivity, my sensuality, the depth of my voice that rose out of my own core-

then the whole world would mirror me in the same way.

I moved into myself. I moved on the inside of myself and life came with me, nature moved inside of me.

And there was very little pause now between body and earth, which now I really live in my body as if it's my own earth. And I honor and I learn from it and I excavate my own artifacts of knowing and intelligence and past.
We closed our eyes and moved and touched and gestured and shaped and were breathing in ways that were received through the whole being and the body
Then something opens up and all of the feelers and the eyes of the body open up in all directions, not only internally but in all directions. And

we become connected, deeply connected to the world we inhabit, to which we belong.

The body keeps so much. It's a record keeper of so much.

And when we go there, so much shows its face and sometimes an ugly face and an uncomfortable face.

And so what began emerging us and getting clear was that

there was so much grief and anger and untouched sorrow that was waiting to be heard, to be seen, to be breathed into

and to be brought onto the surface again, to become articulated and shaped and articulated, right?

We go into a place where

there's a communion happening between us and everything that makes us whole.

To see and sense with our bodies,

to sense each other,

to play,

to experience joy and pleasure and eros,

like deeply alive in our bodies

and to be witnessed in that

and to witness what happens for others in that-

it's medicinal, it's shape-shifting, it's life changing.

The invitation here is to truly, really, deeply enter a dialogue, a conversation,

a flirtation with your mysteries and with the mysteries,

with the muses, with that which inspires and sparks your aliveness and creativity, that which reminds you of the greater myth you're meant to live,

the greater story you have come to tell.

-Stefana Serafina, creator of Intuitive Dance

The Girl Who Smiled Beads

Do you hear?

That’s the story!

All the birds are calling,
And the wind is dancing

Everything around me right now is so active, so alive.

I am here.

I am present.

Who are we in our breath?

Who are we in our heart beats?

We are all one heartbeat.

But it’s even better when someone gets close to you to listen to your heartbeat.

And that’s our new story.

We’re going to have to be that close.

We are Water | Visual Poem

You have forgotten your role in the great mystery
We are of the same drop. A multitude of droplets that make the whole.

Like a child in the womb, we are never separate

Following the flow of life we will go

Treating everything on our way with the honor it deserves

Chapter 4

Culture Shift:

from Shame to Connection

Death Dialogues

Well mom, I think about you everyday. And I had some questions that I wanted to ask you, that I didn’t have the chance to ask you...
Conversations I Wish I Had is a touring phone booth that creates the opportunity for participants to talk to someone in their life who has died — whether they knew them, loved them, admired them (or not).
In a world where there’s so few spaces to talk about death and dying, let’s create that space together.

-Morgan Brown, founder of Death Dialogues

Break Free Together

Break Free Together is committed to helping people release sexual shame and claim their whole selves.

The Garden of Life was a dinner party and evening experience designed to awaken the senses and build community.

Presence

Presence creates experiences that lead to vulnerability, connection, intimacy and belonging

Chapter 5

Ancestral Listening

Creating Legacies of Healing

Melanated Medicinals

I remember stories from my mother about my grandmother's using herbal medicine for them when they were young.
Every story meant the world to me; and now I have found myself caring for the people around me using the same plant allies they did.

It is a true joy to care, sing, dance with and harvest the plants.

I recognize that all of my ancestors have been important on this journey through life and that they walk with me every day.
The work that I do with plants is a true work of love

-Sun English Jr., Founder of Melanated Medicinals

Diverse Legacies

I am an ancestor of the future and I can be a part of the culture shift that will allow us to live in a way that honors life in its full sacredness.

Diverse Legacies is a 12-week course to explore the ancestral stories you carry as well as the legacy you want to leave. Beginning January 28, 2019 in the Bay Area.

I wanted to create a world of belonging. How do we embody the future that we want to live in?

-Aryeh Shell, co-facilitator of Diverse Legacies

Calling Me Home | Visual Poem

A scent on the wind swirls, swells and fades.

My mind is suddenly ablaze, beset by a flash of a wordless longing - an ache for a phantom feeling I can't quite remember but know is mine and that it's missing.

I grieve.

I writhe and scream and sob and render my clothes to mourn the ancestors who’s names I'll never know

and grieve the ways of being

I'll never be initiated into.

I hold the horrors done in the name of my people’s freedom

And the inhumanities that continue for the sake of our supremacy.

The land on which I stand today isn't mine.

amidst the turmoil, and the lonesome ache of orphanhood

I hear them calling me.

The ones whose nails got dirty building fires and tending soil.

And whose ears still knew how to listen for rain.

Their wordless call of remembering gives peace that perhaps there's is a home, not to go back to but to bring forward through the toils and joys of my labor.

And as my ears attune to their call, my instructions grow clearer.

I must claim them, forgive them, atone their sins, and grieve their losses.

I must honor them by returning myself back into the order of things to which they knew their part.

I have to claim my life and use it.

Me Fucking Too | Visual Poem

Nico Routhier

Me too.

Me fucking too.

I know you're hurt. I know you're pissed.

I know.

Me too.

But we have to do something.

We have to love.

I mean from our bleeding hearts with

everything splayed out on the fucking altar of love

nothing else to lose

love.

From the truth.

And loving begins with our truth.

Thank you for sharing and receiving these stories.

May we come together to expand liberation in 2019 and beyond.

A huge thank you to all the people who trusted us by telling their stories this year. It has been a profound gift. We honor your courageous expression and truth.

Credits:

Life Escobar, Awake Storytelling

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